JUST ANOTHER POEM FOR YOU

Time Alone

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My head hurts,
Please make it go away.
My heart is breaking,
I just can’t stand the pain.

The feeling of emptiness,
Is with me everyday.
When will this pain,
Start to fade away?

I need some time off.
I need some time alone.
Will you be okay,
If I leave you on your own?

I need to get away,
To redefine who I am.
I don’t remember anymore,
And no one gives a damn.

I do ! I care !
I miss me everyday.
I just need to be free.
I need to get away.

LOTS BEEN HAPPENING...

OK..THERE HAS BEEN A LOT GOING ON SINCE I LAST POSTED...BILL AND I ATTENDED A WEDDING THAT WAS WAY OVER DUE....

THE GIRLS GOT A NEW POOL THAT THEY ABSOLUTELY LOVE.....

THEY HAVEN'T BEEN OUT OF IT FOR 3 DAYS....

THE GIRLS ARE ALL GOOD...CRAZY AS EVER....AND TWICE AS ROTTEN AS EVER, BUT THEY ARE HAVING A GREAT SUMMER....THEY ARE READY TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL NEXT MONTH...BILL AND I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW BIG THEY ARE GETTING...STARTING TO FEEL A LITTLE OLD...

AND LAST, BUT NOT LEAST, I BELIEVE I HAVE A NEW JOB COMING UP... I TOOK MY WRITTEN TEST TO WORK AS A CORRECTIONS OFFICER AT A PRISON NEARBY, AND THEY CALLED ME 2 DAYS LATER...THEY WILL BE CALLING ME AGAIN THIS WEEK TO LET ME KNOW WHEN TO COME OVER FOR MY DRUG TEST...(not a problem).. GLAD THAT IS SOMETHING I HAVE NEVER HAD TO WORRY ABOUT.. I AM JUST HAPPY ABOUT EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW..EVERYTHING IS FALLING INTO PLACE FINALLY..AND WE COULDN'T BE HAPPIER...

WHAT A BORING WEEK!!!

Ok...this post is going to include some senseless rambling and very little actual information. I don't have anything to talk about because this week has been soooo boring. I have worked...worked...and worked some more. That is about all. I built half of Bill' s horseshoe pit yesterday...i love building things!! Hope everyone has a wonderful 4th of July holiday. I will be stuck at work all night.. it is so unfair! I am one of the only ones there who has young children and I am the one that gets stuck closing. Where is the sense in that...I also have to close Thursday night which just adds to my hatefulness towards my job. I get so tired of taking all of these jobs that I am way to smart to be working. Well I am done complaining for now. Everyone have a great 4th......

WISH I HAD PICTURES

OK...last weekend i did the coolest thing and have no way to prove it cuz stupid me forgot to put new batteries in my camera...so now this hat that i bought bill is the only thing i have to show for it...oh...and this....my ticket stub....we went to Harrah's in K.C. and saw Merle Haggard in concert....it was so cool...the man is like..what...80 years old....and still sounds awesome....my nephew called and had scored some fee tickets, and no one hesitated... me, my brother, and my other nephew took off in the car and went to Brunswick and kidnapped Bill from work and off we went..i was the DD for the evening and it stormed like a mother all the way home...but it was way worth it...Bill got so drunk...it was hilarious...we had a really good night...talk to everyone soon...

I AM BACK

ok...i know that i have been neglectful...but i am back now..time has been short lately...work and life kept getting in the way of getting everything up and going around here...so here we go..time to get back to work...here are the pics of the new house that i promised months ago...these are just a few....but i don't wanna bore everyone....so time to let everyone see how things have been...GREAT...i am so glad to be back home...well...i will write more tomorrow...later...

HERE I AM

GUESS WHAT.....I HVE HAD NO TIME... I KNOW I HAVE NEGLECTED TO KEEP EVERYONE UP ON THE PROGRESS OF MY LIFE, BUT REALLY ALL I DO IS WORK... I STILL HAVE YET TO FIND THE TIME TO GET MY INTERNET GOING, BUT I AM GOING TO GET TO IT... JUST WANTED TO CHECK IN AND SAY HI TO ALL....

I AM NOT LOST

OK...I KNOW I HAVE BEEN MISSING IN ACTION SINCE WE WERE SUPPOSE TO MOVE...FIRST OFF..MY INTERNET GOT SHUT OFF BEFORE IT WAS SUPPOSE TO AND WE HAVE YET TO GET IT BACK UP AND RUNNING IN THE NEW HOUSE....BUT VERY SOON..I PROMISE TO ALL OF YOU THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO TALK TO ....HOWDY...AND TO EVERYONE ELSE...HOPEFULLY ALL WILL BE BACK TO NORMAL VERY SOON...I AM ALSO WORKING FULL TIME AND NOT HOME DURING THE DAY, BUT ONCE WE ARE BACK ONLINE I WILL BE ON IN THE EVENINGS...I WOULD SHOW YOU SOME PICS OF THE NEW HOUSE, BUT I AM NOT ON MY COMPUTER SO IT WILL HAVE TO WAIT..HOPE EVERYONE IS GOOD, AND I HOPE TO TALK TO YOU ALL SOON.....